Any scope for racing career?

hello..m in huge trouble i have wasted 2 yrs after 12th..like flunked twice..
now m gona srt again..i dnt knw i jus cant study..i duno wats wrng..
i have genuine passion for racing..trust me its not that i like to drive fast on indian roads..
believe me i have never driven rash..
so can anyone tell me how to srt racing career?? i am 20..i knw its too optimistic..
anyways my education career is ruined..or if not racing wat are my options..????
I havent said anythin to my parents..i said i will do somethin in commerce frm next yr..may be bba..
help..thanks..